Que cacete, esse blog tá feio demais e eu tô com preguiça de procurar o lugar pra mudar as cores e deixá-lo da cor antiga. Também, só lembro da existência dele quando tô quase indo dormir...

/me ouvindo Wander Wildner - Quase um alcoólatra.

Yesterday was Thursday! the St. Jude Day and I went there after going to Tutuban and what a waste of time when i learned that Yellow will be out and White it is for our group! ! Sick isn't it!! What a wasted effort!
I bought an ugly Yellow color just to have the desired colored combination and then it would be changed back into white but well how sick i felt about the fucking situation I still would have to go back to Tutuban and change that color to White! Hell isn't it! I've seen many long-sleeve shirts in white and there are beautiful ones too but I have to circle the place just to look for a Yellow one just for nothing!

Well so what with the attire as I've said the answers matter the most! I envy the groups who had finished their oral defense this day because all of them got line of 9's and 94 being the highest! geeesh lucky people ! They have the angels as panelist! I do pray to St. Jude and St. Claire that our panelist are more of saints who would not give us killer questions!
I wish they won't give us questions instead just give us comments and suggestions and give us grades with flying colors and that would be the best oral defense ever!

Anyway as I was saying I went to St. Jude yesterday alone because my friends went home, and the crowd was too thick and mind you going out of that place is a big success for one who had been trapped for 15 minutes! the walk is ussually 5 minutes none the less but the barricades of people who struggle to get out is one scary scene! Imagine taking the breathe out of your lungs because they constantly bump on you just to enter or exit the place! There you can see many hopeless, crazy people, and one of them is me!!
Well as I was nearing the heavenly exit there was one guy who gave some way for me so that I could go first and so at that time I percieved him as a gentleman! Then later I heard him say " Uhhh! Ang Sikip! (with husky breathing)" Then I thought 'so that's how we play this game!' And mind you I played with him! Yup grinding with him as we neared the gates of Mendiola! Well whatever I hope he was satisfied! Geessh gotta study again!!

Due to the nearing date of our oral defense, it is a prerogative for me to practice speaking in English, or rather typing in English! harhar (see I also need to laugh in English)

I would like to share to you, people, something that bothers me which had recently contaminated the thoughts in my mind. Well, why is that the language of the Americans is widely known as English and also at the same time the people living in England are called English? Why don’t the Americans invent a unique term for their language right? Or let’s just indicate to it as the American’s language or the language of the Americans. The heck if the language of the English people and their language are one and the same. Why do the English people tolerate such? It’s not ethical enough to be indicated as a language, you know! Like for example we are not Tagalogs right? We are Filipinos! I wish I’m making sense!
All these talking errr typing in bullshit makes my head spin inside a washing machine!

You know I'm really scared with the upcoming oral defense! but there are reasons why I anticipate Monday.Why? Because i'll be looking like a true professional
I'll be wearing yellow long sleeves, black miniskirt, black stockings, my Figlia shoes and all the crap
And guess what? That's our group's uniform! Well considering we are the only group which consist of three girls we decided to make it a FASHIONATE ORAL DEFENSE
But what matters most in oral defenses are the dizzying questions of the panelists! yup, they are now waiting patiently to toast us!
and it scares the hell out of me!
Okay let's pretend you're the panelist and you ask me:

"What is Diffusion of Innovation?"
"Ma'am/Sir, Diffusion of Innovation is the spreading of a new idea freely that can result to adoption or rejection."

"How can you say that FHM is a new idea when it already regulates in the Philippines for a year and a half?"
"It is because the process of diffusion of innovation is communicated through the magazine OVER TIME among the members of the social system. The society is still adjusting and Perception is created in due time."

"Why do you have a theory and also a model in your research?"
"The Diffusion of Innovation theory complies on the general perception of the 3rd year Mass Communication students on the FHM magazine while the ABX model helps us to separate the perception of the male from the female."

"And you assume that your respondents have negative perception on the magazine?"
"Yes sir/ma'am"

"How so?"
waaaah "Because they study in a catholic institution wherein morality is given much importance and being a soft porn magazine we already assumed that they have negative perception on the FHM magazine."

waahhhh I'm having the jitters again O Dear God please help us in our defense if we have to pray to St. Claire and St. Jude for their intercession we will do it! Please you can see how we have strived to succeed in this thesis and we are constantly asking for your help! please please! I want to graduate in March!

bakit kaya ganun noh?

umm! tsk.. ano nga ba itatanong ko?

basta kase ganto un kwento ko nlang

nung friday kase kumain kame nina hyc at froy sa jolibi

eh habang nakapila kame nagkwento tong c froy

sabi nya "Sayang wala kayo kaninang media mgt. pinagkaisahan

namen SIYA kanina!!" (ngiti)

sabi naman ni hyc "ows pumasok na SIYA kanina?"

ako naman si "wow tol di ako makarel8, paki explain naman!"

edi nagkwento si hyc!

"e kase si "toot" nilaglag na nila sa barkada nila! Masyado raw

kaseng makati!"

sabi ko naman, "napakahipokrito naman nila parang wala silang

kinakamot"

edi sagot si hyc " di kase ganun lang carol, pati ninakawan din sila

naalala mo ung umiiyak si Karen! Nawawala kase ung pera nang

ARMACOM tsaka ung pang RTV nila! 7Thou un!"

edi naisip ko 'ahhh ganon ba'

pero humirit parin ako "paano naman nila nasiguro na si "toot" nga

yung kumuha nun?"

si hyc " E kase bakla matagal na raw pinaghihinalaan nina Dong

at kathy yun si "toot" dati pa pag nawawalan raw sila April ng

tig-500! Eh sobrang tiwala pa sila sa kanya kase apat na taon na

silang magkakabarkada!"

So to make the story short talagang buong barkada niya ang naloko

niya! kaya lang sobrang pagpapahirap ang ginawa sa kanya!

pahiyain ba naman siya sa buong klase!

i-isolate sa upuan!

besohin lahat ng tao dun except sa kanya!

tapos lahat na ng baho niya ibinunyag na!

e diba goodluck na lang!

ndi ko naman talaga sila masisisi eh!

eh kung ganun din mangyari samen ndi ko rin alam kung magiging

mapagpatawad ako kaya lang kung paiiralin mo talaga ang galit

talagang magdidlim ang paningin mo!

sana kahit ganun ung nangyari tratuhin pa rin siyang tao!

at buti na lang hindi nangyayari sa barkada ko yan!

noh!!

20 years, 1 month and 5 days yup tanda ko na noh! kaya lang

buking narin ang mga katarantaduhan ko!

badtrip noh hinayupak talaga! pati sex life ko

alam narin ng magulang ko!

masama na ba talaga ako mga tol?

tanong ko lang senyo?

kayo rin naman bad diba?

ciempre mga malilibog rin kayo

pero bakit ako kelangan kong maging santa?

hindi ko naman idol si Santa Claus!

bakit ganon?????

naintindihan ko naman sila e

kung tutuusin nga masyado nila akong minahal kaya

nung nalaman nila kalaswaan ko ciempre nasaktan sila!

Si Marjorie kase eh!! hayy nako kung di ko lang

mahal yung kaibigan kong yun nasabunutan ko na siya

eh kase ba naman nagsulat saken ginawa pang

calendar of activities edi may ebidensya tuloy magulang ko!

pati yung mga araw na nagpakasaya ako sa kama

nalaman tuloy nila!

bullshit noh! sana private na lang yun!

dibale goodluck tol! kis kita ha mwah!